I cannot say goodbye

Read it in a paper...You are gone now,
But I am still here.
And as I recollect the sweet memories,
My eye sheds a tear.

I will miss you a lot,
That’s for sure.
For you were like the morning air,
So fresh and so pure.

You were like the sun rays,
That woke me each morning.
You were like my shadow,
Which would be with me till evening.

You were like sparkling water,
Transparent and clear.
I would see my reflection in you
and smile,
But you are no more here.

You were like the setting sun,
Glowing red and bright.
But, you would return again as the moon,
Shining high and white.

I see your face in the stars,
Smiling and so full of joy.
I will never forget you,
And “never say goodbye”.

I can feel the feel...:-(

The Camel (a) My Cheetu

The dromedary, one-humped or Arabian camel has a single hump and is well known for its healthy low fat milk, and the Bactrian camel has two humps. They are native to the dry desert areas of western Asia, and central and east Asia, respectively.

The average life expectancy of a camel is forty to fifty years. A fully grown adult camel stands 1.85 m (6 ft 1 in) at the shoulder and 2.15 m (7 ft 1 in) at the hump. The hump rises about thirty inches (75 cm) out of its body. Camels can run up to 65 km/h (40 mph) in short bursts and sustain speeds of up to 40 km/h (25 mph).
Huh…I know…This is the general information which everybody knows. I haven’t ever given importance to Camel in my life time but recently I got a sculpted camel as a gift from my beloved one and we named it as Cheetu.

Generally, we don’t bother about the things till it plays a role in our life. Before, it was just a camel which lives in desert but now it is my Cheetu.

Even u people would have experienced. The usual thing which happens is that… The destiny of the chocolate wrapper. When u, buy a chocolate for your self then I can say it for sure that the wrapper will go to the dustbin but if your beloved one gets it for you then it’s destiny will be your locker or you may keep it safely somewhere and it seams more precious than your diamond ring.

Even while opening a gift wrapper. If the gift is from special person then it will take at least half an hour to open it or else you will open it in seconds with all your vim. A simple human psychology.

This doesn’t show how much importance you give to that particular thing but the importance given to the person who gets it for you. Each and every person is valued by someone at some point.
You are not an exception….Even you….

Far-fetched Feb. 1st

Again together after five and a half years… In the peak of happiness…
Occasion of Gokul’s sister marriage, met all my school friends. Vinoth, Kadhar, Karthic, Ayyappa, Akthar, Ranjith & Farzu. All grown up guys now. Bit shocking…drastic changes in their outlooks…Then realized they were the same in their caring moral fiber as years before. We had nice fun by recalling our flashback. Punishment from our class teacher for spilling noodles all over the class room… (Stupid Asst. Class leader betrayed it to our class teacher– it is none other than me..Ha ha ha), 2002-03 love stories, current happenings in everyone’s life, shared few comedies but time didn’t permit us to continue, forced to disperse. We were missing Roshni, Nana and Lathif..
Kadhar, Remember?. U have written something in my slam book in 12th - 'Malayala Karai Nayagikku En Vazhthukkal’ . I still remember that. Awesome line man…Thanks.
Check out their Profiles here,

• Gokul
• Roshni
• Vinoth
• Kadhar
• Ayyappa
• Ranjith

Coffee with ANU

Cold Coffee Tasted Hot on,

• Jan 31st 2009.


• Alsa Mall Coffee Day.


• @11am.


• Cappuccino & cold coffee.


• A bowl of French fries & ketchup of Coffee Day akka’s choice.


• Prominent: Gold rosary ring, watch, gold chain and a precious sweet smile..


• Enjoyed : Irritating background music with an interesting & impressive foreground vocalizations.


• Requests: To shake hands, Visit a gift shop, Lunch at Ambassador pallava & for a drive.


• Finally: Nice meeting you & Bye.

I wanted to read this post after years and end up with a long breath and a pleasant smile on my face… saying ‘SWEET MEMORIES’….
This post dedicated to ‘Anu’

Balance between love and friendship

Stay in touch
Getting hitched doesn’t mean it’s time to ditch your buddies. Once the initial high of a new relationship wears out, friends are all you will have to turn to again. While giving then solo time may not be easy during the beginning of your relationship, make it a point to stay in touch.

Take time out
Hanging out with your girl/boy gangs late into the nights might sound like something you did in another lifetime once you get into a relationships. But now is the time to make an effort to meet up. A Saturday night with the girls/guys, something special once a month and an annual vacation with your whole gang will make sure you always stay together.

Meet up
While it’s essential to retain your own set of friendship even after you slip into couple Dom, it’s a great idea to introduce to his/her friends too. Occasional house parties where all of you gather is not just fun, but also a healthy exercise for you an as a couple.

Fun @ Rising

That was the first day we entered Rising (The company where I am doing my project). As usual started giggling, laughing, commenting etc etc. Even now I laugh alone when I think of the fun done by my dear, close, sweet and best friend Auto ( we used to call Philomena this way).

First let me give a brief introduction about her and why we call her Auto. She is very understanding and easy going person. But when she start laughing you can feel the effect of share auto getting started, she will make us shake (an effect of earth quake).

We used to make fun of her during our college days since she has a bit problem with her site. Let me start sharing the moment that we enjoyed.

At Rising there was a clock hanging on the wall to our right side. I was asking philo to check out the time since we are hungry and wanted to have our lunch and also I know she will not say the correct time(Reason: I already mentioned above). As usual she said the wrong time, and I was asking her for the reason. She started explaining me that, hour hand was directing that side and minute hand was directing this side. So she thought it seams this would be time.
Oops….. One second.. I opened my mouth and was looking at her and started to blast with laughter by hearing her explanation. Do you want to know why?.....THAT WAS A DIGITAL CLOCK. Oh my god, the whole day and even now I enjoy when I think of that.

Nice to have such a lovely friend. I can expect a kick from her when she meets me next time for publishing this post. But still love you Philo and miss you too.

WAY TO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE

Loving and kindness

Always be positive and love everybody irrespective of caste, creed or colour, you must never inculcate negative thoughts that harm your aura. Try and be more patient and kind as it helps detoxify your system.

Do not worry

Being worried all the time takes away from your being able to enjoy every day delights such as sunshine, rain or just a walk in the park. Clear your mind of anything that can cause stress or take you away from your true nature, which is being helpful and sincere.

Do not be idle

An idle mind is a devil’s workshop. Always be occupied mentally not in self defeating pursuits or materialistic gains, but in discovering your true self. This will help you make peace with the world around you.